Saturday, January 17, 2009
Coz it's our story;
BROKE MY DREAMS ON THE LAST STEP OF A FLIGHT OF STAIRS>>
I was kinda absent today for school because not really feeling so well and
I am still here staring at the computer...yesterday...I kinda auditoned for
Modern dance in school and got rejected...D': ....the reason of my rejection
is because I was already accepted in gym and they said they will try to
negotiate with My gym coach but the coach said that I have the talent
and the potential to be in gym..and I wasn't the only one rejected..Jafni
and Esther were also rejected for the same reason..then Jafni asked..
if we were not in gym, would you accept us in modern dance? they said
ofcourse and i was like...ahhh...wasted chance...the teacher of MD also
said ..you were in gym in primary and you should go all the way and not
stop half way..the reason why i joined RG in PRIMARY because it was
the only CCA related to dance besides to chinese dance..
I joined RG in sec cause i thought it will be the same as primary because
our coach taught us modern dance also for SYF...so that's about it...
I know some of you think like there is no point on being sad...but for me
there is because i am so MADLY IN LOVE with DANCE....I WOULD
GIVE UP MY LIFE FOR IT!! my eye hurts...]: .... oH maybe i can ask
my dad if i can take dance classes outside...haha..never really thought
of that...one more thing..I LOVE NARUTO!!! i am so madly in love
with naruto...agghh!!! stupeed homework...uhkay...that was random.
Got Electric guitar lessons this Sunday when actually it was suppose
to be on saturday..kinda excited..hehehehee..oh yeah..i kinda wanna
Thank ZHIXIN for giving me her blog add cause i totally forgot I
had this blog and when i saw her blog add, i was like oh yeah
my blog i totally had forgotten it and yeah..that's all..stupeed
cough...and headache...getting dizzy...uheuhe..GAHH!!!
*SCREAMS*(literally) I'm kinda weird and like i you wanna be my
friend...GET USED TO IT> you people can't tell me what to do, how
to live and which path to follow..i have my own life and i have feelings.
i am not some puppet you can control ande take advantage of..just
because i am daring doesen't mean you can take advantage..some
people say i changed quite alot in sec thats because i choose to..i am
not the same girl in primary..i grew tougher and stronger and of
course taller(haha random crap). i can fight back. you aren't the
only ones who can hurt my feelings..i can hurt yours too..and if
you wanna say something bad about me and don't want me to
know..at least make it less obvious..i can tell..this isn't a joke..this my
heart speaking..seriously. laugh and i'll kill.
I'll wait
because it's you
Ilovemost; 6:16 PM
